My faith is being tested. I’m living in one of those moments right now where all I have is a mustered seed. I know God says he won’t put more on you then you can bare but I feel my knees giving out. What sucks is I can’t blame anyone but myself.
I find myself doing the same things over and of yet wishing for different results. They call that insanity. I’m trying to fight through all these negative feelings but for some reason I just keep getting pulled back. I have to figure a way out.
I’m begging for God to show me a way out. Help me multiply my faith. Help me gather strength up that I never knew I had. I know it’s in there somewhere. I know it is. I’ve been in worse places than this and I’ve made it out. What am I afraid of now? What is it? What is it?