I feel like a real adult now.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m well over 18 and I’ve been living on my own for a very long time but being engaged makes me feel more grown up. I feel like I have a family to take care of now. Yes, it’s a small two person family but it’s mine or should I get use to saying ours? Our family sounds nicer.
I have always put a lot of pressure on myself as far as my career is concerned, now that I am engaged that pressure has been magnified by 100. My books, plays, companies are my livelihood. That is how I am going to provide for my family so I have to be successful. I am moving previous deadlines up and putting the peddle to the medal on some projects that I have been working on. The wedding of my dreams is not cheap so in order for me to get it major moves has to be made.
I am so thankful to God for everything. I am focused, I’m happy, I’m healthy and as far as I can tell I am moving in the right direction to where I want to be in my life. My career goals are very high so that keeps me from feeling comfortable. I will just keep completing my task by their deadlines and I trust God will open up the doors of opportunity for me to walk into.
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Wow….This post is so fitting for the moment. Your words are teaching moments. As I read, I grow with you and understand who you are even more as a person. 🙂