My aunt’s bridal shower was this weekend. The shower was beautiful but I was completely off track with my healthy eating. Here is the flip side of that. I planned to have a bad weekend. Remember I have been talking a lot about balance, well I have been working hard and doing well so that I could indulge for the bridal shower – and that’s exactly what I did.
The after effects of my indulge are now I have to fight my way back into my routine, I gained a couple of pounds back and now I am feeling horrible for enjoying myself.
I just haven’t got there yet.
This is the title of a poem from TTIM. As I reflect back on this book today I think of that poem because it shows me how hard I have always been on myself and how critical I am. I am always judging myself 100 times worst than anyone else can judge me. I am happy my aunt had a good time but honestly I’m not there yet where I can have a couple of pounds of set back. It takes too much work to lose a few and no work to gain it right back. I have to fight past the urges that are coming up for her wedding because at this rate I will never get to my goal weight. I’m not there yet so I will have to make more sacrifices to get there.
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