Happy Valentines Day!!!

Well, I’m single this year and I know the procedure is to be all depressed and sad when you are single on Valentines Day – well not me! I am happy and excited and overwhelmed with joy for all those who are truly in love. Enjoy it, bask in the romance of the day, hopefully you receive it more than once a year you deserve it.

Although I am not sad I did think of my ex (I mean I am human). I was driving to CVS and all the music on the radio right now is Whitney Houston and they were playing her song from the Bodyguard soundtrack, “I will always love you” – (side note: that song literally has 20 words repeated the whole time and she makes it sound like a love story this is why she is a legend!). Back to my point – as I was listening to the song I realized it said everything that I wish for my ex so I dedicate this song to him.

R.I.P. Whitney – I will always love you!

In other news, I thought it only right for me to post a poem for those of you in love so here is a new piece of mine called “His Face”. I hope you like it. Happy Valentines Day all.


His Face

I’m drowning in the way that he thinks
Doggy paddling my way to the top
Just so I don’t sink
In his thoughts
That have me so turned on that I could master bate to the base of his voice
And he gives me no choice of staying dry
My friends call me Aquafina
Always wet from his touch
Without him ever touching me
Mesmerized in the dream of him hugging me
Wrapping his arms around me creating shields of intimacy that keep me awake till Day break
Just so that I can watch him sleep
He’s got me
All of me
Off of one conversation
I wanna mate with him
Because I relate with him
I want a relationship with him
Didn’t think anyone could put me in checkmate so quick
He got me in the kitchen making cinnamon buns eggs and grits bringing it to his lips like he was one of my kids because he makes me want to nurture him
And anything else personal to him
I just want to be a part of him
Inside and out of him
Didn’t think I ever wanted to love again
But he’s unleashed a beast in me that I wasn’t ready to set free
But now that she is
I want to Tame her wildness
Muzzle her mouth
Remind her what being in a committed relationship is all about
There’s no doubt he’s a real man
The one for me and
If this is just a dream please let me sleep
Fall deep into the details
So clear I can retell the story like it was real
Engrave it in my memory like it just happened last week
Right before dawn didn’t need to turn the lights on because the sun hit your silhouette like it was a painting on a canvas of romance
Built only for him
But he allowed my shadow to creep in because he was yearning for a real woman and I was there to fill the void in him
I scared the little boy out of him
Had you wanting to find the inner man in him
It’s true behind every good man is a great woman
And I will stand behind you beside you anywhere in the room you want me to
Just as long as I can be near you
There to hold you when you need me to
Never will you be weak when I am with you
Because I will build the strength in you
Always will be true to you
I don’t give a fuck what that other chick put you through
She wasn’t made from you
God didn’t take your rib and plant it in her chest
he put it in mine and I will carry it with pride
Just so that you can walk around confident that you are the only one I’m with
It is your gift
You make being submissive sound like Christmas
I will do what you tell me to
Move the stars around the sky for you so that every night seems like a full moon
The constellations don’t have a chance I will remix and rearrange them so that they are of your liking
I will find a new galaxy and name it after you because you are a king in my eyes
You are the truth and that’s no lie
Just when I thought the world was lacking of real men you walked in to the room
I was hoping I was wearing the right fragrance of perfume
So I could attract you to me
Like a honeybee giving off nectar hoping you would lock into me
And treasure all the gifts I have been saving for this moment

I use to wonder what you looked like
I had ideas of your bone structure
Your nose, your lips, your fingertips, your eyelids
That tattoo I want to rub my fingers across
While you verbalize every line it’s made of
I want you and every hair follicle on your head
All the different curves you body made
And we haven’t even seen a bed
But instead we created mental erections
Testing our souls to challenge each other
And I know I’m guilty of looking for love in all the wrong places
But tonight for the first time I feel I’m in the right place
The exact space I’m supposed to be
I want you close to me
Think I might beg you not to leave
Somehow I feel you already own a part of me
You can have it
I don’t want it back
I just want you to appreciate my every inhale
Promise you wont bail on this passion
Let me love you the way I know I can
Seems like I’ve been searching forever for this man
And his Face

(c) 2011 Shireal Renee


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