I am 5 minutes away from the woman I am destined to be, I call her Renee because she is the better part of me. I woke up this morning in a state of clarity. What’s wonderful about this is I really haven’t felt 100% clear in a very long time. I keep getting glimpses of what I think I should be doing but there is always a small measure of doubt in the back of my mind and that is not like me. But now I know.
For the last year nothing has been truly fulfilling. It’s been almost a year since I did “Wide Open”, it’s been a year that I’ve been single, a year since I really have been on stage or hosted any events. I have had my focus on a lot of behind the scenes things. But just as God always does he set a lightbulb off in my head that turned on fast as lightning. I have been in the dark for a year but now I can see. It’s funny how quickly one can lose focus, or get set on another path. But the map to the right path is always in your heart. It’s always right there.
I’m back now. Feeling like myself again. I know what I have to do and I am more than ready to do it. No one ever said it would be easy, I have been in this battle for some time now. I am fully aware, ready and prepared to go all in because this journey stopped being a dream for me a long time ago. This is my destiny and I will see it fulfilled as long as God wakes me up and keeps my lungs filled with air. I will get there!