I don’t want anything that is not for me. I am so over wishing and hoping for things that are not for me. Sometime I think I get wrapped up in the material things of life. I wish for people in my life that don’t belong that, things I don’t need and when I get them I struggle with making them fit or keeping them around. I’m over it. If it’s not for me God I don’t want it.
Now all I ask is for things that are going to be mine. Relationships that will be completing and fulfilling. Materials that will be a part of building not thrown to the waist side. I want an abundance of what is meant for me not someone else’s baggage. Take the desire for excess out of me and fill me with the desire of growth and plenty. I want to be happy and balanced not falling over stressing over and trying to figure out. Let it all make sense, let the pieces fit. I don’t want it if it was not made for me.