I celebrated my birthday on Monday (Memorial Day). And for the first time I actually feel my age. All my life when a birthday came I would feel no different from the day before…this year I felt completely different from the moment before, the year, month, day…whatever. I just felt different.
Now that I am looking over my life I realize that I am so far away from where I want to be. I feel like I am in a race for my dreams – a race against time. I am getting older, they seem to be getting further away. So I have to sprint now. There is no more time for BS and games I have to grind like I lost my mind now.
There was also a career landmark made for me this year, instead of going out and having fun I worked and went to the movies alone. Can you believe that. I enjoyed working I must admit. I had to perform at Shashamane Foundation’s Annual Fashion Show. I did “Becoming Woman” – my signature :))))
So, this is where I spent my B-Day (On Stage) and I wouldn’t have it any other way. I am excited about the difference I feel inside of me. I think my piece “Becoming Woman” says it best. “I feel like a woman”. Yes, yes I do and now I have to act like one.